Hey
Haven been updating because i was waiting for the pictures from Mas's Birthday BBQ.
But i dont think i will be getting it any time soon.
Siak btul.
Haha.
But nehmind.



Tomorrow will be doing art with Bubblesmira and friends.
BUBBLESMIRA. ha ha ha ha ha ha
HA!



Oh yeah.
Haven seen mas for 1 day now.
Chey, baru satu hari.
We're playing this game, see who contact who first.
And i know i will surely win la.
So he's planning to not see each other for a week.
See who cannot live without who.
But eventually he dont want to play anymore, saying he'll lose anyway later.

YES AH!
i win again.




And just now,
I when home early bcos only got 1 paper today.
And Mum suddenly ask me.




Mum: Hows Iea?
I looked at mum, giving her the whatthehell look. And said.
Me: Idontknow.
Took the can drink and when straight to my room.





Why do people keep on asking me that question?
You know what? I really dont know.
See, im right.
When we go our separate ways, you WILL forget me.
Like you said. "Friends come and go, you can find friends anywhere."
Woah.
That hurts.
That when straight to the chest and right throught the heart.
Might as well just push me off a fucking tall building.
Or put a freaking bullet through my brain.



People changed, eventually



So if you dont want to pissed me off.
Then dont ever ask me that freaking question again.


Im sick of it.



I already have enough on my plate.
Im dealing with alot of things thats fucking up my life.
And dont ever say you people know how i feel.
Because you dont.
You freaking DONT.


And to my dear friend.
If you really miss me.
You should have tried.
Contact me?
Ask me out?
Ask how im doing?
Hows life?


Just something will do.


But no.
You didnt even try.


Dont dare say you miss me.

Mas's mum is soooo cute.
Been texting her, planning fr the surprise BBQ.
(Orang yang tentu je boleh tahu)

So tomorrow will going for the BBQ at downtown East.
I dont know whether i should come early to help around or not.
I dont want her to take it the wrong way though.
Because i have this feeling that she thinks im Mas's girlfriend.
And im not.
I hava been getting that question alot.
So let me clear all doubts.
I am not his Girlfriend.


Cik Aisha: Thks yeah. Bt cn come early klau nk tlng. Ada menantu. Menantu dulu da jadi HANTU. hehehe!

I didnt reply. haha. I dont know what to say.
Haha. But still.
She's so cute.
I dont know why Mas keep on calling her minahrep.

The last msg she gave me was.

Cik Aisha: Okay thks dear. C u soon!

I was okay at first.
Then i ask myself what she meant by see me soon!?
haha.
Maybe im just alittle paranoid i guess.
Im sure it was nothing.
Or maybe...

p/s: You're not giving me any reason to stay.

I dont know, but i think i may be falling for you.
Its too soon, i know.
Maybe i should keep this to myself.
Wait until i know you better.

But I'm having doubts now.
I really do.

I dont want to waste my time.
And i dont want to waste your time.


I cant bring myself to believe.
Everything's going to be okay.

I can keep a comfortable distance if you want me to.

Im content with it.

Yesterday was Mas Birthday.
Abeh keluar tak ajak. Babi.
Someone told me he saw you.
Then da kat Jurong Point baru nak ajak.
Merajok sekejap uh abeh tak nak turun.

But i realize i've been busy lately and haven been hanging out with Mas much.
I'm neglecting him.
S O R R Y friend.

So today I'm all yours.

Today only je.

Tomorrow Wani have me for the whole day.


Friday im freeeeeee, so booked me quickly :D

Yesterday malay structured was cancel.
So when home early :D

Then Mas text.
He wanted to go Jurong Point.
He want to buy Ipod.

So he waited for me downstairs while i get ready and all.

He wanted the hot pink Ipod.
Step cute sak.
ha ha.

After that.
Bought some sushi and drinks.
Decided to walk home but it started raining and its all his fault la.
He was singing the entire time.
Macam mane tak hujan.

So ended up eating at my void deck.
I went upstairs to get ready because going to town with Mas and Istifar later.
And Mas went home.

After i was done getting ready.
My dad said we were going out.
W A L A O

So had to tell Mas i couldnt go.

I didnt get pissed off BUT later on my Dad said.
"Tak jadi ah." *smile smile*

I would already be at town with them watching movie or playing pool.
If it wasnt for my Dad.

So.

I end up at home ALONE.
Cos Dad when out with his friends.

Gerek kan?



So i took some picture since i really have nothing to do.

But thank god.
Yan wasnt busy with anything.
So we played Lan all night long.
I love blackshot,
ImmaGameFreak :]


Yan got a little pissed off with me texting.

Yan: Oi, play la.
Me: kkkkk *still texting*

then when we were walking home.

Yan: Can you stop smiling? Only crazy people smile at thier phone -.-
Me: Babi la



This morning i had a hard time taking off my mask.
I was wearing the Himalya's face mask that night.
And i was thinking off removing it after SOMEBODY was done bathing.
I gave that somebody 13 minute.
But he bathed for 40 minutes.
And i was asleep by then with my mask still on my face.

@.@