I don't understand why you couldn't talk to me about it.

I don't understand why you're not open to me.

I thought we tell each other everything.

What does she have that i don't?

It gets me upset.

When i ask and you answer.

" Nah, its nothing."

Then later on, it was something but you choose not to tell.

This is not the first time you know.

Sometimes i hear things about you from other people.

Well actually i don't. You don't tell me. I pretend to know because its kinda embrassing. How can i not know right? Who am i to you? I should know. I should be the first. Even if I'm not the first, why must i find out from other people and not you?

I tell you everything. Everything dude.

Why is it so so difficult for you?

I feel so useless at time. What do you have me for right?

I feel disappointed.

I feel sad.

I feel angry.

I feel like I'm not giving you enough.

I feel like she's better then me even though I'm doing my best.

I feel its like a battle for me and her, a battle for you.

And the most heartbreaking is.

p/s: I dont love you anymore.