Wednesday, October 21, 2009,3:43 AM
Darah

Shittiest movie ever next to drag me to hell.Its like the SAW, only its the Indonesia version and the bad version of it. The movie dont even explain why they kill people and why they want the baby for. Stupid right? Are we suppose to figure it out by ourself. -.- I watch it with Nash, my new friend :) At marina. I love watching movies there. The room is like SO BIG and SO COLD. I was freezing and by the time the movie was about to end. I was concentrating more on keeping myself warm rather then concentrating on the movie. So in conclusion. Dont watch Darah. Well its M18. So good luck watching it.
Oh yeah. When i was waiting for Nash. This cute guy walked pass with his friends and smile, then he came back.
And use this line on me. " Hey, you look familiar. Have i've seen you before?" *grin*
I kinda laughed at his face.
Like, how many thousand times have i heard that cheesy line being used. Its soso cheesy and cute at the same time. We talked for awhile and then he asked for my number.
And his friends were all shouting. " EH, Jalan larh. Tak dapat punye larh. Confirm."
LOL?
And he was blushing. Well i did give it to him just because he asked for it himself rather then asking his friend's help right? Like how all the other guys do. I feel bad though, i gave my number just before my date.
Bitch. Yeah i know.
HA.
 Nashrullah :)
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I thought you were the one. You know, the one that stayed. I could see myself with you. No more mingling. No more flings No more 1 time date. No more relationship with no ties.
Only you.
I know there's alot of risk being with you. The things you do. The things you have to do to survive. I know i'll get hurt along the way.
But still. I stayed.
Well, i shouldnt had stayed. I should have run away before i get hurt. Thats why i dont believe in serious relationship. Its not that im heartless and i dont take things seriously. Its not that i love dating different guys. It not that i dont have feelings.
I do.
Im just scared. I'll run before i fall. I wont stay knowing there's a chance i'll get hurt. I dont want to feel like that. You know, heartbroken.
But this time, i tried taking the chance. And you PROVE me, i was right. Before things get serious and before i fall any deeper, i should have walk away and never look back. I shouldnt had stayed. I should not have listen to my heart.
I never imagined you to disappear like that.
I'm patient, but I ain't gonna try You don't come, I ain't gonna die
No more dating bad/tattooed boys. And now i think im starting to like dating working guys. Its so fun. Not the money though. pfft. Im not a gold digger *smiles*
Hmm. Cant wait for Monday. Swimming with the girls :D
p/s: i miss iea :(
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