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Sunday, October 25, 2009,1:22 PM
You're in my head
Its 5:12 in the morning.
And you're still not calling.
Im just staring at the empty screen on my phone.
And it reminded me of IEA.
Want to know why?
Im not obsessed with her or anything.
Its just pretty hard not to think of her.
You know.
There's never a time when i pick up my phone and it didnt remind me of her.
I miss her alot.
Everytime i picked up my phone i would smile to myself. Sometimes i would slap myself for smiling like some crazy girl in public.
WAITING for your never coming calls.
Aaaahhh, it kills me.
But IEA is always there for me though.Not in a physical way.
Want to see something?
That always remind me of her?
 The wallpaper on my phone. IEA made that wallpaper for me.
People would check out my phone and say "Who is this IEA? You love her?" *giving me the weird look*
Well i do love her. But its not what you think it is, i didnt write that.
She did.
Im crazy
BUT Im not that crazy.
And i kinda blured that person name that we dont like.
I dont wish to hurt you.
HA.
I dont care about your feelings.
I DONT.
Your just really freaking annoying.
And YOU+HURT= fucking freaking annoying shit.
So its for the best of the three of us.
:D
AND
I promise.
Today i will be officially over YOU.
Over Azman.
NO more waiting and hoping.
Your not worth it.
Well not anymore.
Oh yeah.
Just now, someone called me a sadist.
I've been called alot of things.
But never a sadist.
NEVER.
never
never
I was hurt for 5 seconds.
YEAH five freaking seconds.
And that 5 seconds was the coldest moment of my life.
Swimming swimming.
Guess i wont be sleeping today.
Dont know why i'm not sleepy.
Was suppose to meet Nash later.
Our 4th date.
Wow.
4th.
Should i stop at 5?
mingle.
Flings.
Nothing more. I've learn my lesson.
Before i forget.
JENNIFER'S BODY SUCK.
Megan fox is still hot though.
She's hotter when she kissed her bestf.
nyahahaha~
p/s: Who needs friends? I just need 1 bestf and a few good friends not a two face back stabbing bitch calling themselves a FRIEND.
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