I told you i'm going to post this here. HAHAAH. action lagi ah.
Oh yeah. read this. Press the picture kay. This is the kerek guy complimenting himself.
,8:57 AM
Shopping with sis.
Today when out with sis. Shop for clothes, accessories and stuff. Saw Iea, Syahin and Azam just now too. After shopping met my other sis. Chilled. Then when home. Wee, im such a lazyASS to blog. :D
p/s: pick up my calls ass.
,8:43 AM
Are you for real?
I got this message recently. And it cracks me up. Im so not gonna text you. Wait longlong kay. When i read the message the only thing i could think of was, this guy must be some ugly shit. So i pressed his profile. And i will tell you this. He is DEFINITELY not ugly. But still, desperate guys turns me off man. Eeew~
And im being nice by keeping your privacy private.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009,9:01 AM
Boy, im not the one.
You're not the only guy.
Im not trying to be your girl. You know I never meant to lead you on the wrong idea. I dont want you hoping for something else. Why cant we just stay like this.
I thought you understand.
end.
When tamp today. Lepak with Mok, Aziz, Riki and Man.
I really dont know whats going on between us. But whatever it is. I got to see Ijat for awhile just now. He said that "that someone" look like a Malaysian. Bustard sak. Kwn aku jugak kn. And i can see that he missed her. But too bad. Taken dok.
HAA.
I feel so bad hanging around with them. They're not really good, if you know what i mean.
I still dont feel comfortable. But im trying.
Im closing one eye and pretending what you guys are doing is okay. When its definitely not. And i know its not gonna change anytime soon.
After then when home. I was super tired. I rest my eyes for awhile in the train. And when i woke up, im already at Chinese Garden
Cepat perh?
You know what woke me up? Well i heard laughter. I opened my eyes and there's a group og guys staring at me.
I was " shit, what did i do this time?"
Maybe i was snoring or something. HAHAHAHAHA.
Actually i was suppose to meet Izzat after going to Tamp. But i didnt hear my phone ringing. And by the time i checked my phone, it was too late.
Sorry.
p/s: Here we go again.
Sunday, November 15, 2009,5:25 AM
Exhausted.
My sis held a Cukur Rambut kenduri at the void deck today. The event was super huge. Its like as if the daughter is getting married.
HAHA
With the pelamin and all. I dont think anybody can top my Sis. Iea, Wani, Azam and Syahin came. I'll post pictures tomorrow, too tired to elaborate.
Syahin just called. Ask go drinking at Lakeside.
And i got pissed off with my father for spending $1500 on my sister. Wah fuck la, why waste money on her. I still need the $1000 from him sia.
Thanks for digging dad's pocket, sis.
Thursday, November 12, 2009,2:22 AM
Hols.
I met Han yesterday. Decided to meet at City Hall since i live at Jurong and he lives at Pasir ris.
Jauh pah?
Nowadays, i have so many East side friends. And chilling at Marina and Esplanade have been a typical thang now.
Met him at 6 plus. Eat dinner, well at least he did.
I was from NUH ah, accompany my sis. And i ate already. And i was wearing something so sleks. I wore cargo pants and T-shirt with FLIP FLOP.
Talk about first impression huh?
Well i think i got 0/100 for it.
Tsk. But who cares. Like me for who i am. Dont like? go die.
Then after that, met his friends. Chill chill. Watch Lion dance performance. walk walk.
And that was about everything i did yesterday.
I've been spending most of my time with Aqishah lately. And i think she's getting abit too attached to me.
And today was suppose to go out with Iea all. But last minute decided not to go. awkward la. Like, two couples and me. Picture that, wont that be weird. So that's my reason for not tagging along.
p/s: Gossip biggest fans are back. F.
,1:49 AM
I wish i have the guts.
I can honestly say you have been on my mind. Memories keep on coming back.
And i don't mind.
I still remember those times. But one thing i wish i could forget, the memories i wanted to forget.
Is goodbye.
I know i'm wasting my time. I still remember the simple things about you. You're the only one who see me through.
Im doing great.
I tell everyone that.
I try telling myself that.
You got me asking myself, "Why do i say im doing fine when i dont feel okay at all?"
And you're right. I'm not okay.
p/s: so what if it hurts me.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009,8:36 AM
ARGGHH!
My nails are suppose to be hot pink. But it turns red as day passed by. :( hmmm. I want a new manicure. Guess i'll wait till O level mother tongue. Until then my nails are REDDDD.
