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Friday, April 16, 2010,5:45 AM
Hey.
Haven been updating blog much bcos my laptop is with yan. Loan it to him.
Yesterday had dinner with Cika and Wani at Swensens. Will be planing to have dinner at Seoul Garden with girlfriends as soon as mid-year examination is over. And maybe Mas can come along. Its actually a girls day out but nah its okay since he didnt get to come along yesterday.
After dinner yesterday, fetch Mas at MacDonald near school. He made me walk home from there. Thank god the weather was cooling so i didnt mind that much but i was still complaining :] Tomorrow is Istifar's Birthday and maybe will be hangging out with them. I know i should be revising by now. Hee.
I dont want to stay at home since im having some problems. I cant sleep yesterday. My bedroom door isnt sound proof. I can hear everything And it hurts hearing things i dont want to hear from them. Recently home isnt a place im looking forward to. And today Mum woke up at 6AM and just sat on the sofa.
I only get to see my mum on weekends since she's busy with work. I dont have anything to say to her. I cant strike a random conversation like i used to. Sometime it feels uncomfortable.
This house feels so empty. Its just like im living with me dad only. I haven seen my brother for weeks.
Well dad is always out when he gets back from work. And as usual, i'll be home alone. Im glad Mas is there for me. When i just need to be out of the house.
Yesterday night wasnt all bad.
Izzat called And we talked I love it when people sing to me on the phone. It get things off my mind for awhile So he accompanied me till i was sleepy. Even though i was sleepy during lesson today it was worth it. Its been awhile since we talk or start contacting each other. He's the first ever ex-boyfriend that i could still be my friends with.
p/s: You're not giving me any reason to stay.
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