Hey
Haven been updating because i was waiting for the pictures from Mas's Birthday BBQ.
But i dont think i will be getting it any time soon.
Siak btul.
Haha.
But nehmind.



Tomorrow will be doing art with Bubblesmira and friends.
BUBBLESMIRA. ha ha ha ha ha ha
HA!



Oh yeah.
Haven seen mas for 1 day now.
Chey, baru satu hari.
We're playing this game, see who contact who first.
And i know i will surely win la.
So he's planning to not see each other for a week.
See who cannot live without who.
But eventually he dont want to play anymore, saying he'll lose anyway later.

YES AH!
i win again.




And just now,
I when home early bcos only got 1 paper today.
And Mum suddenly ask me.




Mum: Hows Iea?
I looked at mum, giving her the whatthehell look. And said.
Me: Idontknow.
Took the can drink and when straight to my room.





Why do people keep on asking me that question?
You know what? I really dont know.
See, im right.
When we go our separate ways, you WILL forget me.
Like you said. "Friends come and go, you can find friends anywhere."
Woah.
That hurts.
That when straight to the chest and right throught the heart.
Might as well just push me off a fucking tall building.
Or put a freaking bullet through my brain.



People changed, eventually



So if you dont want to pissed me off.
Then dont ever ask me that freaking question again.


Im sick of it.



I already have enough on my plate.
Im dealing with alot of things thats fucking up my life.
And dont ever say you people know how i feel.
Because you dont.
You freaking DONT.


And to my dear friend.
If you really miss me.
You should have tried.
Contact me?
Ask me out?
Ask how im doing?
Hows life?


Just something will do.


But no.
You didnt even try.


Dont dare say you miss me.