kick ass

2010-05-10T07:12:00.000-07:00

Hey
Haven been updating because i was waiting for the pictures from Mas's Birthday BBQ.
But i dont think i will be getting it any time soon.
Siak btul.
Haha.
But nehmind.

Tomorrow will be doing art with Bubblesmira and friends.
BUBBLESMIRA. ha ha ha ha ha ha
HA!

Oh yeah.
Haven seen mas for 1 day now.
Chey, baru satu hari.
We're playing this game, see who contact who first.
And i know i will surely win la.
So he's planning to not see each other for a week.
See who cannot live without who.
But eventually he dont want to play anymore, saying he'll lose anyway later.

YES AH!
i win again.

And just now,
I when home early bcos only got 1 paper today.
And Mum suddenly ask me.

Mum: Hows Iea?
I looked at mum, giving her the whatthehell look. And said.
Me: Idontknow.
Took the can drink and when straight to my room.

Why do people keep on asking me that question?
You know what? I really dont know.
See, im right.
When we go our separate ways, you WILL forget me.
Like you said. "Friends come and go, you can find friends anywhere."
Woah.
That hurts.
That when straight to the chest and right throught the heart.
Might as well just push me off a fucking tall building.
Or put a freaking bullet through my brain.

People changed, eventually

So if you dont want to pissed me off.
Then dont ever ask me that freaking question again.

Im sick of it.

I already have enough on my plate.
Im dealing with alot of things thats fucking up my life.
And dont ever say you people know how i feel.
Because you dont.
You freaking DONT.

And to my dear friend.
If you really miss me.
You should have tried.
Contact me?
Ask me out?
Ask how im doing?
Hows life?

Just something will do.

But no.
You didnt even try.

Dont dare say you miss me.

p/s: Thats what i feel after all this time acting like i dont care.

2010-04-30T04:29:00.000-07:00

Mas's mum is soooo cute.
Been texting her, planning fr the surprise BBQ.
(Orang yang tentu je boleh tahu)

So tomorrow will going for the BBQ at downtown East.
I dont know whether i should come early to help around or not.
I dont want her to take it the wrong way though.
Because i have this feeling that she thinks im Mas's girlfriend.
And im not.
I hava been getting that question alot.
So let me clear all doubts.
I am not his Girlfriend.

Cik Aisha: Thks yeah. Bt cn come early klau nk tlng. Ada menantu. Menantu dulu da jadi HANTU. hehehe!

I didnt reply. haha. I dont know what to say.
Haha. But still.
She's so cute.
I dont know why Mas keep on calling her minahrep.

The last msg she gave me was.

Cik Aisha: Okay thks dear. C u soon!

I was okay at first.
Then i ask myself what she meant by see me soon!?
haha.
Maybe im just alittle paranoid i guess.
Im sure it was nothing.
Or maybe...

2010-04-20T01:52:00.000-07:00

Birthday Boy.

Last Saturday when to Marina to celebrate Istifar's birthday.
Had dinner at Pizza Hut.
When out with Is,Mas and Ahlong(kwn drg)
Our dinner almost reached 100 bucks.
Ha ha.
Makan punye la banyak.

Then we hang around esplanade.
There's this band playing at esplanade and we watch it till the end
It was about a 2 hour plus performance.
And there was this one time, when the band was having their break.
This occasion man when up to us and started talking.
Telling us that the band crew was his friend and all.
Then later found out he was from France and he's loving Singapore.
LOL.
Is and Mas talked to him.
And i swear i could die there.
Once they open their mouth i felt like killing myself.
English dorang POWER DOH.
HA HA

And boys are so disgusting.
They kept on talking about girls.
Not in a nice or sweet way kay.
Like disgusting sia.
Talking about 'barang baik'
WTH.
haha.
After that experience i will never see guys in the same way again.

And today was suppose to meet Izzat at his place but i got caught up in school.
So didnt have the time.
And i have to cancel our Saturday plan too.
I forgot Mid-year is just a few days away when i agreed to go out with him.
I really need to get prepared

And im sorry.
I shouldnt said that.
I heard the song already.
And its so sweet.
You make me smile too
:]

2010-04-16T05:45:00.000-07:00

Hey.

Haven been updating blog much bcos my laptop is with yan.

Loan it to him.

Yesterday had dinner with Cika and Wani at Swensens.

Will be planing to have dinner at Seoul Garden with girlfriends as soon as mid-year examination is over.

And maybe Mas can come along. Its actually a girls day out but nah its okay since he didnt get to come along yesterday.

After dinner yesterday, fetch Mas at MacDonald near school.

He made me walk home from there.

Thank god the weather was cooling so i didnt mind that much but i was still complaining :]

Tomorrow is Istifar's Birthday and maybe will be hangging out with them.

I know i should be revising by now.

Hee.

I dont want to stay at home since im having some problems.

I cant sleep yesterday.

My bedroom door isnt sound proof.

I can hear everything

And it hurts hearing things i dont want to hear from them.

Recently home isnt a place im looking forward to.

And today Mum woke up at 6AM and just sat on the sofa.

I only get to see my mum on weekends since she's busy with work.

I dont have anything to say to her.

I cant strike a random conversation like i used to.

Sometime it feels uncomfortable.

This house feels so empty.

Its just like im living with me dad only.

I haven seen my brother for weeks.

Well dad is always out when he gets back from work.

And as usual, i'll be home alone.

Im glad Mas is there for me.

When i just need to be out of the house.

Yesterday night wasnt all bad.

Izzat called

And we talked

I love it when people sing to me on the phone.

It get things off my mind for awhile

So he accompanied me till i was sleepy.

Even though i was sleepy during lesson today it was worth it.

Its been awhile since we talk or start contacting each other.

He's the first ever ex-boyfriend that i could still be my friends with.

p/s: You're not giving me any reason to stay.

2010-04-07T05:30:00.000-07:00

I dont know, but i think i may be falling for you.
Its too soon, i know.
Maybe i should keep this to myself.
Wait until i know you better.

But I'm having doubts now.
I really do.

I dont want to waste my time.
And i dont want to waste your time.

I cant bring myself to believe.
Everything's going to be okay.

I can keep a comfortable distance if you want me to.

Im content with it.

2010-04-07T04:22:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was Mas Birthday.
Abeh keluar tak ajak. Babi.
Someone told me he saw you.
Then da kat Jurong Point baru nak ajak.
Merajok sekejap uh abeh tak nak turun.

But i realize i've been busy lately and haven been hanging out with Mas much.
I'm neglecting him.
S O R R Y friend.

So today I'm all yours.

Today only je.

Tomorrow Wani have me for the whole day.

Friday im freeeeeee, so booked me quickly :D

2010-03-27T02:52:00.000-07:00

Yesterday malay structured was cancel.
So when home early :D

Then Mas text.
He wanted to go Jurong Point.
He want to buy Ipod.

So he waited for me downstairs while i get ready and all.

He wanted the hot pink Ipod.
Step cute sak.
ha ha.

After that.
Bought some sushi and drinks.
Decided to walk home but it started raining and its all his fault la.
He was singing the entire time.
Macam mane tak hujan.

So ended up eating at my void deck.
I went upstairs to get ready because going to town with Mas and Istifar later.
And Mas went home.

After i was done getting ready.
My dad said we were going out.
W A L A O

So had to tell Mas i couldnt go.

I didnt get pissed off BUT later on my Dad said.
"Tak jadi ah." *smile smile*

I would already be at town with them watching movie or playing pool.
If it wasnt for my Dad.

So.

I end up at home ALONE.
Cos Dad when out with his friends.

Gerek kan?

So i took some picture since i really have nothing to do.

But thank god.
Yan wasnt busy with anything.
So we played Lan all night long.
I love blackshot,
ImmaGameFreak :]

Yan got a little pissed off with me texting.

Yan: Oi, play la.
Me: kkkkk *still texting*

then when we were walking home.

Yan: Can you stop smiling? Only crazy people smile at thier phone -.-
Me: Babi la

This morning i had a hard time taking off my mask.
I was wearing the Himalya's face mask that night.
And i was thinking off removing it after SOMEBODY was done bathing.
I gave that somebody 13 minute.
But he bathed for 40 minutes.
And i was asleep by then with my mask still on my face.

@.@

p/s: Gi buang sudah hphone.

2010-03-25T06:40:00.000-07:00

Stop calling, i dont want to talk anymore.

I wanna get back
To the old days when the phone would ring
and i knew it was you.

But you never change.

Can you promise me you wont walk away.
Like you always do.

I tried to believe every word of your sweet stories
But intuition keeps telling me
You're making a fool out of me

And when i wanna stand on my own.
Suddenly you start winning my heart back.

Then after awhile you're back to your ways.

Tell me why i keep trying to stay around
When all my friends and family
They always telling me to be through with you.

And i know deep down.
Im still hoping.

Every time im ready to leave
You keep on pulling me back.

When i pass by your place i cant help rewind.
What's wrong with me?
All that i wanna be is

Through with you.

Be quiet, let me leave, let me go.
Dont say another word cause with every sound.
You're pulling me back.

If i could turn back time.
I wish i never met you.

But at least now.
There's somebody else keeping my mind off you.
When my phone rings,
I know it wont be you.

p/s: I wont be the same if we ever meet again.

2010-03-24T05:53:00.000-07:00

Miss hanging out with Iea.
Just the two of us.
Its been awhile.

Shopping for FOOODDD.
Walking around getting lost.
Playing cards and just talking.
I cant remember the last time i played poker cards.
Oh wait. I remembered.
It was with Mia.
Hahah.

And anyway, maybe im going to ECP this saturday with Mia and friends.
Overnight.
Hope there's drinking there.
Its been sooo looong..
:(

Everytime my friends are drinking or doing something crazy and fun.
I keep on missing out.
Not fair.
I need some excitement back in my life.
Ever since deciding to sit for O levels, my life have been nothing but boredom.
Not all the time though.

I still have fun.
He he.

But still.
Ineed it.
You know, do something bad.
Last year holidays was AWESOME.
I love december.
Its like the month you go all out crazy.

And i'll be meeting Finahflower soon since we hadnt seen each other for sometime now.
I dont know why.
But im starting to miss alot of things now.

And these days.
I keep on seeing a lot of couples.
Like, they are everywhere.
All over the place.

The hot couple.
The cute couple.
The ugly couple.
The nerd couple.
The number 10 couple if you know what i mean.
The couple that you'll go "Why is that guy doing with a girl like that."

And yes.
I am jealous.
Maybe i should start dating again.

Maybe..

p/s: It grew from a simple crush

2010-03-08T04:38:00.000-08:00

Hang in there.
I know its really hard for you to let go.
But you deserve better.
She isnt worth it.
I mean after all the things she made you go through.
There's too many fishes out there for her.
And like she said.
She wants to explore. Date more/different guys.

I know you really love her.
But you have to learn to let go.

And if she do come back to you.
Then its your decision.

p/s: Its not worth it, crying over a spilled milk.

2010-03-08T04:37:00.000-08:00

Study study study

I dont know why.
People find it funny when i said i was going to the library to study.
A few of my friends texted and called.
Asking whether im free or not.

And i was like..

Sorry. Made plans already with my schoolmates to go study at library.

And they will be like..

Huh? eh.. serious la. You free or not? Your face want go study, haa. sure not.

I'll be.

Wahh. fuck.
Issit really impossible picturing me in the library studying?

But.
They were right.
I didnt study.
I end up listening to music and banging my head until the others were done with their work.

Conclusion.
Isniah+Studying= Just a waste of time.

2010-03-05T20:55:00.000-08:00

Swensens

We love eating Swensens at Jurong Point.
The same waiter keeps on taking our order.
He was trembling when he was taking our order.
Soo cute.
And wani keep on insisting this one girl looks like Sarah Aqilah.
But when the girl open her mouth then she confirmed herself that it wasnt her.

Wani: Kkk. Tu bukan die. Gigi die senget rabak.

Me: Sape sak Sarah Aqilah? o.o

LOL

And and.

Me and Iea are planning to get our belly button pierced.
After we do our hair and all.

:]

p/s: Oi matrep. da update la.

2010-02-27T23:25:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went to town with Wani and Cika.
We all met at Jurong East First cabin.
Wani and I waited for Cika for a very long time.
Btw Jurong East a lot of perverts sak.
and and.
Cika thought First cabin was at the other side, she got confused.
In the end we had to look for her and end up meeting at last cabin.
LOL.
I dont like going to last cabin because full of matreps.

Decided to go Vivo.
We wanted to shop for accessories and food.
Then from there go town then bugis to watch shafiq's performance.

Yeah i wore slipper to town.
I know seleker.

But when we reach Far East Plaza Wani had to go home.
So left Cika and me.
Oh yeah, i saw Dyno and his friends at Far East Plaza.
He got angry with me for not wanting to meet him.
Merepek sak.

After watching Shafiq's performance we ate at Pastamania.
A lot of Hongkah Lites and Ex Hongkah Lites were there, supporting shafiq and all.

2010-02-25T06:28:00.000-08:00

I hate school.
I dont know why today i kinda enjoyed it.
Math lesson was Fun.
It's weird though.
I really dont like Math.
Ignoring the fact that a pervert/crazy guy was sitting beside me.
Ahah.
Today went home with Ayin and Azean well to the bustop only lurh since we dont stay near each other at all.
Manage to bump into Mas at McDonald.
So, went home with him.
Decided to and go eat with him so i ask him to go home first.
But he refuses, so i make him wait for a very long time at the staircase while i bath and get changed.
Serve you right.
Haha.

So tired.
And i still have my homework to do.
ARGH.
And tomorrow's Friday.
I hate Fridays.
:(

But its okay, im looking forward for Saturday.
Maybe will be watching Syafiq's performance.
To support him and all.

p/s: The choices that we make can sometime ruin everything. And it could be too little too late to fix it.

2010-02-22T05:52:00.000-08:00

Lately i've been thinking..

Been keeping myself busy now.
Keeping my mind off things. Things that's giving me doubts.
Im questioning myself whether issit worth it or not now.
Issit worth it getting myself all work out about it when you're there not caring.
Its funny how you can pour your feelings and problems out to somebody you'll never thought of sharing things with.
But it felt better.
Getting it all out.
Felt like no one's there anymore.
Never imagine myself letting my guard down and putting down a strong face to you.
It definitely felt soso much better. Like a burden been lifted.
Thank you for hearing me out.
I needed that.

Currently chatting with Mas.
Meeting him tomorrow.
But before that need to accompany him go buy his "water" at Pioneer Mall.
Walao, lazy sia to walk.
Why must his water only be sold at Gaint?
Why not at Prime?
Tsk.
Troublesome.

And Saturday going out with Wani and Cika maybe?
Its like every Saturday we go town or something.
That time went to town with Wani, Mirah and friends.
Had a great time :D
Finally got to meet Mirah. Yay.

I love my friends.
Friends are always my first priority.

p/s: Im just a phone call away.

2010-02-21T05:51:00.000-08:00

Friends come and go. Some choose to stay and some choose to go.

Percy Jackson And the Lightning Thief was super good. He's so freaking hot.
The next movie i wanna watch is "Dear John"
Anybody interested?

Oh yeah.

Yesterday finally met Za.
Miss her like crazy laaa.
We went drinking at Clarke quay then after that went to Tiong Bahru, we ate at this place called The spice. i think.
The food was nice but a little expensive.
And then after that we took the night rider home.

Tired siol.
Sleep all the way to Jurong.

p/s: Imy. But i guess you miss your boyf more.

2010-02-15T02:55:00.000-08:00

The movie was great.

Its all about the pressure and expectations of Valentine's Day.

You guys should go and watch it.

For tonight I'm planning to go watch another movie, Percy Jackson and the lightning thief.

The trailer was awsome, so cant wait.

Yay.

The show is fully booked so im watching the last one at 11 plus at Jurong Point.

Guess will be walking home later.

OH yeah.

I took this picture this afternoon.

Cute right?

Aqishah,Akid and Abby

2010-02-14T00:45:00.000-08:00

Hey!

Since i can upload pictures now.

I think i'll update on a few thing i've been up to.

Firstly, just recovered from my high fever.

And i've been absent from school for 2 weeks already.

Not really looking forward to go back to school since i missed out on a lot things.

And im sure i have millions of homework to do.

I want go Wild Wild Wet.

The last time i when there was december last year.

But everybody seem to be busy now.

Im always free at the wrong time.

ARGH.

And

I miss my cousins.

Haven been spending time with them lately.

They're coming back home on Monday from Batam.

So cant wait :D

Hari Raye Haji 2009(Mum's side)

Hari Raye 2009(Dad's Side)

Currently at Sis house.

Iea was supose to be sleeping over but she has work.

So im sleeping here.

Well i got to go now.

Movie starting soon.

bye.

p/s: When you hurt me you're really hurting yourself.

2010-02-14T00:29:00.000-08:00

I just love watching movies in 3D.

Especially Avatar.

Awsome.

Since today is Valentines Day.

Im going to watch Valentines Day later :D

Will update on the movie soon.

2010-01-01T09:19:00.000-08:00

Countdown.

was awesome.

Iea and i went off first.
We we planing to meet the others later on.
So, we did a last minute shopping and marina, city hall and suntec first.

We both got ourself a new outfit. YAY.

Firstly we when to Ruby at City hall.
Got a few accessories there.

Then off to Topshop at Suntec. Iea bought her wallet and i bought some hair bands.

After that i think it was Cotton on Body. Bought some under garment. hee

Later on Iea wanted me to go to this shop.
It was called new look.

And it is enormous, you can find everything in that one shop.
The price is okay. Affordable.
The dress that i was in love only cost 40 bucks?
The shoes was not bad.

And guess what. I saw my crush.
At new look.
:D

So we got our new outfit then off to fourskin.
I wanted my Hot pink wallet.

After all the shopping.

We when back to city hall to meet Jeremy and Barnabas.
Accompanied them to peninsular where we saw Idress and friends.
Stopped and talk with them for awhile.

Then Chilled with Jeremy and Barnabas for a couple of hours at Marina.
And i'll tell you this. It was freaking crowded.

On the way to Marina we saw Mas, Istifar and this guy whom i have forgotten his name. sry.
They were off to Taka garden.

Iea's sister later on called and ask us to come to Khatib.
She's having a bbq.
So waited for Syahin at City hall MRT station.
And Jeremy and Barnabas when off to meet their friends.

At Khatib there were some kind of concert celebrating countdown.

AND

TAUFIK BATISAH aka my boyfriend.
was performing.

AHHHH... *die*

Kak Fizah and her guy fetch us from there.

Got home around 7 plus am today.

Supertired.

p/s: December flings, over.

2009-12-30T19:13:00.000-08:00

Tak payah nak terase.
That post was obviously for us.

Not happy, dont like, have a problem.
Get it over by talking to us.
Posting on your blog wont change anything.
Hypocrite huh?
WOAH.
great.

We saw you.
We smile.
Waved.

It was soo crowded, was it really compulsory to stay in the middle of the crowd and wait for you to reach to us slowly just too what "salam" ?

Im sorry kay if it wasnt good enough for you.
That we were suppose to show more respect.

And FYI.

WE SAW YOU.

and we definitely didnt act like we didnt.

I dont want to have any stupid comflict with you.
I just dont like going to the same school with somebody who thinks im a hypocrite.

Going to SEC5 already suck and i dont need you to make me feel all fucked up.

p/s: This is so silly.

2009-12-08T07:33:00.000-08:00

A day at town.

with the girls.

And then later on met the boys at pandan with Iea.
It was about 3 in the morning when i finally reached home.
It was fun.
Wished we could stay a bit longer.

2009-11-20T20:47:00.000-08:00

Hie.
This is Hidir showing off his Abs.

SHOW OFF siol kau.

I told you i'm going to post this here.
HAHAAH.
action lagi ah.

Oh yeah.
read this.
Press the picture kay.
This is the kerek guy complimenting himself.

2009-11-20T08:57:00.000-08:00

Shopping with sis.

Today when out with sis.
Shop for clothes, accessories and stuff.
Saw Iea, Syahin and Azam just now too.
After shopping met my other sis.
Chilled.
Then when home.
Wee, im such a lazyASS to blog.
:D

p/s: pick up my calls ass.

2009-11-20T08:43:00.000-08:00

Are you for real?

I got this message recently.
And it cracks me up.
Im so not gonna text you.
Wait longlong kay.
When i read the message the only thing i could think of was, this guy must be some ugly shit.
So i pressed his profile.
And i will tell you this.
He is DEFINITELY not ugly.
But still, desperate guys turns me off man.
Eeew~

And im being nice by keeping your privacy private.

2009-11-18T09:01:00.000-08:00

Boy, im not the one.

You're not the only guy.

Im not trying to be your girl.
You know I never meant to lead you on the wrong idea.
I dont want you hoping for something else.
Why cant we just stay like this.

I thought you understand.

end.

When tamp today.
Lepak with Mok, Aziz, Riki and Man.

I really dont know whats going on between us.
But whatever it is.
I got to see Ijat for awhile just now.
He said that "that someone" look like a Malaysian.
Bustard sak.
Kwn aku jugak kn.
And i can see that he missed her.
But too bad.
Taken dok.

HAA.

I feel so bad hanging around with them.
They're not really good, if you know what i mean.

I still dont feel comfortable.
But im trying.

Im closing one eye and pretending what you guys are doing is okay.
When its definitely not.
And i know its not gonna change anytime soon.

After then when home.
I was super tired.
I rest my eyes for awhile in the train.
And when i woke up, im already at Chinese Garden

Cepat perh?

You know what woke me up?
Well i heard laughter.
I opened my eyes and there's a group og guys staring at me.

I was " shit, what did i do this time?"

Maybe i was snoring or something.
HAHAHAHAHA.

Actually i was suppose to meet Izzat after going to Tamp.
But i didnt hear my phone ringing.
And by the time i checked my phone, it was too late.

Sorry.

p/s: Here we go again.

2009-11-15T05:25:00.000-08:00

Exhausted.

My sis held a Cukur Rambut kenduri at the void deck today.
The event was super huge.
Its like as if the daughter is getting married.

HAHA

With the pelamin and all.
I dont think anybody can top my Sis.
Iea, Wani, Azam and Syahin came.
I'll post pictures tomorrow, too tired to elaborate.

Syahin just called.
Ask go drinking at Lakeside.

And i got pissed off with my father for spending $1500 on my sister.
Wah fuck la, why waste money on her.
I still need the $1000 from him sia.

Thanks for digging dad's pocket, sis.

2009-11-12T02:22:00.000-08:00

Hols.

I met Han yesterday.
Decided to meet at City Hall since i live at Jurong and he lives at Pasir ris.

Jauh pah?

Nowadays, i have so many East side friends.
And chilling at Marina and Esplanade have been a typical thang now.

Met him at 6 plus.
Eat dinner, well at least he did.

I was from NUH ah, accompany my sis.
And i ate already.
And i was wearing something so sleks.
I wore cargo pants and T-shirt with FLIP FLOP.

Talk about first impression huh?

Well i think i got 0/100 for it.

Tsk.
But who cares.
Like me for who i am.
Dont like? go die.

Then after that, met his friends.
Chill chill. Watch Lion dance performance. walk walk.

And that was about everything i did yesterday.

I've been spending most of my time with Aqishah lately.
And i think she's getting abit too attached to me.

And today was suppose to go out with Iea all.
But last minute decided not to go.
awkward la.
Like, two couples and me.
Picture that, wont that be weird.
So that's my reason for not tagging along.

p/s: Gossip biggest fans are back. F.

2009-11-12T01:49:00.000-08:00

I wish i have the guts.

I can honestly say you have been on my mind.
Memories keep on coming back.

And i don't mind.

I still remember those times.
But one thing i wish i could forget, the memories i wanted to forget.

Is goodbye.

I know i'm wasting my time.
I still remember the simple things about you.
You're the only one who see me through.

Im doing great.

I tell everyone that.

I try telling myself that.

You got me asking myself,
"Why do i say im doing fine when i dont feel okay at all?"

And you're right.
I'm not okay.

p/s: so what if it hurts me.

2009-11-03T08:36:00.000-08:00

ARGGHH!

My nails are suppose to be hot pink.
But it turns red as day passed by.
:(
hmmm.
I want a new manicure.
Guess i'll wait till O level mother tongue.
Until then my nails are REDDDD.

p/s: the damage is done. i guess i'll be leaving.

2009-10-25T13:22:00.000-07:00

You're in my head

Its 5:12 in the morning.
And you're still not calling.
Im just staring at the empty screen on my phone.
And it reminded me of IEA.
Want to know why?
Im not obsessed with her or anything.
Its just pretty hard not to think of her.
You know.
There's never a time when i pick up my phone and it didnt remind me of her.
I miss her alot.
Everytime i picked up my phone i would smile to myself. Sometimes i would slap myself for smiling like some crazy girl in public.
WAITING for your never coming calls.
Aaaahhh, it kills me.
But IEA is always there for me though.
Not in a physical way.
Want to see something?
That always remind me of her?

The wallpaper on my phone.

IEA made that wallpaper for me.
People would check out my phone and say "Who is this IEA? You love her?" *giving me the weird look*
Well i do love her. But its not what you think it is, i didnt write that.
She did.
Im crazy
BUT Im not that crazy.

And i kinda blured that person name that we dont like.
I dont wish to hurt you.
HA.
I dont care about your feelings.
I DONT.
Your just really freaking annoying.
And YOU+HURT= fucking freaking annoying shit.
So its for the best of the three of us.
:D

AND
I promise.
Today i will be officially over YOU.
Over Azman.
NO more waiting and hoping.
Your not worth it.
Well not anymore.

Oh yeah.
Just now, someone called me a sadist.
I've been called alot of things.
But never a sadist.
NEVER.
never
never
I was hurt for 5 seconds.

YEAH five freaking seconds.
And that 5 seconds was the coldest moment of my life.

Swimming swimming.
Guess i wont be sleeping today.
Dont know why i'm not sleepy.
Was suppose to meet Nash later.
Our 4th date.
Wow.
4th.
Should i stop at 5?
mingle.
Flings.
Nothing more. I've learn my lesson.

Before i forget.
JENNIFER'S BODY SUCK.
Megan fox is still hot though.
She's hotter when she kissed her bestf.
nyahahaha~

p/s: Who needs friends? I just need 1 bestf and a few good friends not a two face back stabbing bitch calling themselves a FRIEND.

2009-10-21T03:43:00.000-07:00

Darah

Shittiest movie ever next to drag me to hell.

Its like the SAW, only its the Indonesia version and the bad version of it. The movie dont even explain why they kill people and why they want the baby for. Stupid right? Are we suppose to figure it out by ourself.
-.-
I watch it with Nash, my new friend :)
At marina.
I love watching movies there. The room is like SO BIG and SO COLD.
I was freezing and by the time the movie was about to end.
I was concentrating more on keeping myself warm rather then concentrating on the movie.
So in conclusion. Dont watch Darah.
Well its M18. So good luck watching it.

Oh yeah. When i was waiting for Nash.
This cute guy walked pass with his friends and smile, then he came back.

And use this line on me.
" Hey, you look familiar. Have i've seen you before?" *grin*

I kinda laughed at his face.

Like, how many thousand times have i heard that cheesy line being used.
Its soso cheesy and cute at the same time.
We talked for awhile and then he asked for my number.

And his friends were all shouting.
" EH, Jalan larh. Tak dapat punye larh. Confirm."

LOL?

And he was blushing.
Well i did give it to him just because he asked for it himself rather then asking his friend's help right? Like how all the other guys do.
I feel bad though, i gave my number just before my date.

Bitch. Yeah i know.

HA.

Nashrullah :)

end

I thought you were the one. You know, the one that stayed.
I could see myself with you.
No more mingling.
No more flings
No more 1 time date.
No more relationship with no ties.

Only you.

I know there's alot of risk being with you.
The things you do. The things you have to do to survive.
I know i'll get hurt along the way.

But still. I stayed.

Well, i shouldnt had stayed. I should have run away before i get hurt.
Thats why i dont believe in serious relationship.
Its not that im heartless and i dont take things seriously.
Its not that i love dating different guys.
It not that i dont have feelings.

I do.

Im just scared.
I'll run before i fall. I wont stay knowing there's a chance i'll get hurt.
I dont want to feel like that.
You know, heartbroken.

But this time, i tried taking the chance.
And you PROVE me, i was right.
Before things get serious and before i fall any deeper, i should have walk away and never look back.
I shouldnt had stayed. I should not have listen to my heart.

I never imagined you to disappear like that.

I'm patient, but I ain't gonna try
You don't come, I ain't gonna die

No more dating bad/tattooed boys.
And now i think im starting to like dating working guys.
Its so fun.
Not the money though.
pfft.
Im not a gold digger *smiles*

Hmm. Cant wait for Monday.
Swimming with the girls :D

p/s: i miss iea :(

2009-10-18T13:43:00.000-07:00

I know i haven been updating.
So im gonna update what i've been up to this days.

Tuesday
Stayed home.
Lepak with Mia awhile.

Wednesday
Breakfast date with Iea
Tried looking for a job.

Go Tiong Bahru- bought something

Ikea- Hotdog :D

Anker Point- Bought some T-shirts

Thursday
Karaoke with Azam Nizam Syahin and Iea last Thursday made me feel soso happy.
Its been awhile since we hang out.
And last Thursday felt like how it used to be.

Friday
I cant remember actually.
I think, i woke up feeling crappy.
Sick for the rest of the day.
Didnt go town with Iea and all because of the stupid shitty hangover.

Saturday
Hospital.
Needles.
Alot of needles.
Pain.

end

Man has been busy with work lately, and we dont see each other that much now.
And i had to screw our Saturday plan by getting myself sick.
Good job Isniah.
But he still get the time to call everyday even though his busy and is super exhausted.

Why do you have to live so far away?

2009-10-18T13:27:00.000-07:00

Never again.

Drink

Drunk

Hangover

Fever

Hospital

p/s: Now he's got a girlfriend.

2009-10-04T07:05:00.000-07:00

Finally

Yesterday i when to meet Man.

Since i had no plans.

He took me from simei and later on we met his friend, Ijat

Ijat just came out that very day.

So, he wanted to see him since its been awhile.

Chilled chilled. Then we go KFC at tamp.

Man asked me to sit and wait for them because they wanted to go to the toilet.

And they took 1hour to come back.

Man said dieorang berak

I'm not stupid, i wasn't born yesterday.

I know.I know its hard, its very hard.

And i know you are trying.

You're trying your best.

I don't hate.

I just don't like it.

15 more minute and Ijat came out.

He asked us to go his house and eat.

So we when to KFC just to use the toilet and bought some drinks. AHAhH.

At Ijat house.

His sister, brother in-law, brother and nieces were there.

His sister cooked Mee Goreng and i finished it even though i was full okay. hehe

And after that Ijat go out raye and Man took me walkwalk all around tampines.

Best.

And i got to know him better.

We were sitting down at the void deck near Ijat house then came another friend of man, Nick.

Nick very funny. Keep on asking me got any single makciks. LOL.

He went off after he asked if its a second date or first.

And since it was the first, he didnt want to disturb over privacy which i didnt mind at all.

He dye his hair. like matrep sakk.

He wanted to take picture with me. Cute right?
Abeh tak tgk camera. haha

And today i when to tamp again but this time i brought Iea along. New friends PER.

Before that stopped at Tiong Bahru to eat Nasi Lemak :D

So today we hang out with Man,Khai,Adip and Ijat.

Fyi tamp people very open. Its easy to click.

2009-10-01T01:29:00.000-07:00

Webcam-ing.

I cant upload more pictures :(

Babi btol.

Webcam-ing with the guys.

This time Bam wasnt there.

And yeah the white shirt guy is Man :)

The one i should be chatting with.

But look whose typing, yeah the shirtless guy.

AHAH, sebok je.

2009-10-01T01:19:00.000-07:00

Yesterday chilled with Iea, Min and Wan.

But we when home early.

So i was super bored and i ask kin to fetch me.

Riding riding all over the place.

Takder keje seh

LOL.

It kills time though.

Thanks Kin for entertaining me. I know i can be a pain in the ass sometime.

But nevermind larh. 2 days off perh, layan je la aku.

Hehe.

2009-09-27T04:29:00.000-07:00

I need time
I need space
I need me

You're gonna have to see things through my perspective
I don't wanna be so damn protected
How am I supposed to know what's right? I can't help the way I feel
I'm so fed up with people telling me to be something that Im not.
I'm so fed up with people telling me what to do with my life.

I know I may be young, but I've got feelings too.

Baby, can’t you see?

You're suffocating me.

You're just a friend you see.

Save the drama for your mama bitch.

I know I may come off quiet, I may come off shy.

You and your stupid friends, Gossip's biggest fans.

She's popular with all the guys, so innocent in their eyes.

Well i see through you.

I have enough dirt on you to murder you

Fucking around with all the guys.

Did i called you a whore? Well i must have forgoten to call you a liar too.

She did everything she could, just to make him love and never go running away.

She tried to keep them entertain.

When they can hardly remember her name.

Did you really think they loved you?

HAHA

Listen girly.

They didnt.

They just wanted one thing.

You dont realise your chasing after guys who dont believe in ties.

You're just being used.

So stop obsessing over him.

Let me remind you again.

He never loved you.

Ha Ha. cheapdumb girl.

tsk tsk tsk

p/s:You and her that sounds absurd.

2009-09-26T23:26:00.000-07:00

Second day of Hari Raye

Yesterday was fun unlike the first day of Raye.

First day of Raye suck.

My father side all lame lah.

Except for Abg Mimi family.

The others all Makcik makcik gossip.

There's nothing wrong with the pakciks.

The wife and the daughter je.

Merepek

Mum's side all gerek gerek.

And this year Raye, black was our colour.

Everyone was wearing black.

But Za and her mum was wearing grey larh.

Not fair. Black, black la.

Degil pulak,

Alerrmakk.

And yeah. This year bus was huge.

There's like still a lot of empty sits

Tomorrow go Raye with friends!

I still don't know what I'll be wearing.

hmmph.

Okay now im just waiting for Mirza to finish bathing and finish his prayers.

hmmm.

lalalalala~

p/s: See. I told you. It Wouldnt last.

2009-09-24T06:25:00.000-07:00

Typical morning.

Today never go school.

The stupid alarm clock didnt wake me up.

It didnt rang.

At least i thought it didnt ring.

Or maybe i didnt hear it.

haha.

I shouldnt had drank too much.

But.

It was only half a glass.

weird.

ahaha.

kay nehmind.

Now having a hangover.

Mum woke me up early in the morning because she wanted to go and eat breakfast.

My head hurts and she had to wake me up.

Thanks ahh.

So, just now when to Jurong Point.

Eat at Fish&co.

I wanted to eat at Swensens :(

But i have to admit.

The food was worth the early wake.

After breakfast.

Acompany sis go check up.

I thought want go chill with Iea, Mamat and Star.

But my sis drag me to NUH.

What to do.

So that was my typical day.

p/s: She look so good without you.

2009-09-21T06:34:00.001-07:00

BOOO!

Guess who? *wink*

p/s: money money money, im rich. Muahahahah !

2009-09-19T05:49:00.000-07:00

Shahrul Izzat Bin Sani

Oh yeah.

I forget to post about yesterday.

I when out with Izzat.

When to Clarke quay.

Chill eat talk.

Had a wonderful day

It wasn't as weird as i thought it would be.

Esok raye sehhh!

Tak sabah!

2009-09-19T05:14:00.000-07:00

Last minute shopping

Hey
When shopping with my sis just now
I finally bought my vans wedge
Then we when shopping for jeans, heels and accessories .

We ate at 'Billy Bombers'
Its not halal so we only ordered the chocolate fondue.

SUPERSUPERnice

And all of those thing we bought and ate was on me
I'm being nice today
Since i have plenty of money to be spent

Pictures;

Vans wedge. Mine is in grey and purple.

Abby is soso cute.

eee. Tak puase.

p/s: Kate nak re-bond samesame. nb.

p/s/s: Xiong is really getting on my nerves, everybody seem to be pissing me off today.

2009-09-10T07:42:00.000-07:00

I hate you.

I don't understand why you couldn't talk to me about it.

I don't understand why you're not open to me.

I thought we tell each other everything.

Why her?

Her and not me.

What does she have that i don't?

It gets me upset.

When i ask and you answer.

" Nah, its nothing."

Then later on, it was something but you choose not to tell.

This is not the first time you know.

Sometimes i hear things about you from other people.

Like that time.

ThatSomebody:"Blablablabla... You dunno meh, how can you not know sia?"

Me:"Ohh....huh? i know larh. ha ha ha..."

Well actually i don't. You don't tell me. I pretend to know because its kinda embrassing. How can i not know right? Who am i to you? I should know. I should be the first. Even if I'm not the first, why must i find out from other people and not you?

I tell you everything. Everything dude.

Why is it so so difficult for you?

I feel so useless at time. What do you have me for right?

I feel disappointed.

I feel sad.

I feel angry.

I feel like I'm not giving you enough.

I feel like she's better then me even though I'm doing my best.

I feel its like a battle for me and her, a battle for you.

And the most heartbreaking is.

She didn't even try.

p/s: I dont love you anymore.

2009-09-09T01:03:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAH!

wani tak puase!

2009-09-06T23:48:00.000-07:00

Fish&co.

Ignore the mangkok hair girl. haha

Can you belief that thing cost 59.90?

Haha.

step cute

Nice :)

After eating daddy went shopping at timberland.

Bought his boot.

Mum's sandal.

My slipper(i know, slipper,lame.)

I wanted this high-cut boot.

But it was in white.

Cost about $298 but got discount and its only $119.

Dad wont let me have it.

Because my Nike is already white.

Its cheaper then my Nike lah.

humph.

But its okay.

Later on we headed off see TVs.

-.-

Dad bought this 40 inch Samsung LCD TV last week.

And when it arrived home, he said it wasn't big enough.

And now his looking for a bigger LCD TV.

lame. What is it with fathers?

Make big big deal out of TV.

p/s: I'm daddy's little girl.

2009-09-06T00:23:00.000-07:00

Finally I'm 16

Thank you girls.

Celebrated my B'day with gfs yesterday.
Had a superfun great day with them.
Thanks for the present and the yummy cake.
I appreciate everything single thang.
Karaoke till no voice already. Shoutshout like crazy
HAHA
We booked for 3hours but wanted to extend because we were having too much fun to stop
But then this group of minahs and mats were waiting for our room, sebok je
So we had to stop
Decided to chill at lake park because it was only 10pm
Aziz came down to lake park to see ifah
(:

Me and Iea when off first
walkwalk to train station
Very scary sia, so dark and deserted.

When we reached, there were no more train service.

Iea had to walk home
And i had to talk the bus.
but still
Had a wonderful time.

And yeah.

I want to wish Zul Happy 16th Birthday!
Birthday kite same, cute kan?

haha

And i want to thank all those people who wished me a Happy birthday.

I remembered every single of you

But i cant write down all your names.

Its a supersupersuper long list.

p/s: best b'day ever.

2009-08-31T00:15:00.000-07:00

Going to bed will never be the same.

Thank you Wujud for making my life miserable.

I will admit i am a scary cat.

Ever since i watched Wujud3 i couldn't sleep.

Yesterday, i was too scared to go to bed.

Tried every possible thing to wake myself up.

In the end i slept at 4am.

Woke up at 5am.

Got ready to school.

And today there was a fire drill and under the blazing hot sun i manage to fall asleep soundly.

Woke up and i was perspiration like a pig, my eyes were super red.

And after that i had to endure Teacher's Day concert which was by the way the lamest shittiest boring-est thing ever.

How lame can it be man?
I mean, nothing was nice.

I like one of the poem which was really sweet and at the same time super rude.

Thatwasfunny.

And i like the band performing.The drummer was good.

And thats it do it.

p/s: bile nak gi geylang korang?

2009-08-28T08:50:00.000-07:00

Firstly.

Haha to you.

Both of you are talking about us well that's no surprise.

But who cares.

Secondly.

imy

ily

I don't have the guts to tell you how much you mean to me.

But I can't seen myself with anyone else -like you

You're that type of guy,I'd be stupid to trust

Lastly

I love Khalidah

p/s: Well, baby it's obvious that I ain't your girl.

2009-08-25T06:09:00.000-07:00

Boring lurh.

Took some random pictures.

Going back to an empty house is kinda sad.

Eating and breaking fast alone can seem pathetic.

Going to bed alone, knowing nobody else is there may seem scary.

Well it does.

But im use to it.

Im okay with it.

Really.

*:D

See im smiling

Im happy with what it is.

People keep on telling me im super lucky.

I got everything.

Money.

Well money dont really give you everything.

I can have whatever i like.
I can buy anything i want.

But there's still one thing i cant have.

To be honest.

I hate going home.

I hate being alone.

p/s: I love my friends.

2009-08-23T06:26:00.000-07:00

I hate those people who put the blame on others when we are not even involve in the first place.

Irritating fuck.

This are some photos at the time when lepak-ing with the guys and Ifah;

sorry for the delay.

2009-08-23T01:01:00.000-07:00

PARANOID MUCH?

This will be the very last time i'm going to talk about you.

My last post terase pe girl?

why eh?

So you know that you're annoying issit?

haha

good good

Ingat kan tak tahu.

But that post was never for you.

And i cant accept it that you approach me like that.

I dont think about you

I dont care what you are up to.

I dont want to know about you.

Like i've said I'll do my own thing.

Why are still getting bothered by this? So still cant move on and do your thing eh?

Nothing better to do?

And since u ask me to tell the other girls.

okeh.

the conversation;

2009-08-23T00:20:00.000-07:00

Pain in the ass.

EVERTHING YOU'VE SAID IN YOUR BLOG IS SOOO ANNOYING.

I dont even know why i'm even reading your blog.

Now i feel disgusted.

Thank you.

And baby?

Its because i love you.

Thats the reason.

And if you happen to read this, its meant for you.

2009-08-22T09:56:00.000-07:00

EH. i forgot about this picture.

MUAHAHAHA AHAHAHA AA HH H

Cute sey korang.

HAHAHAHA hahahaha ahah aaaaa aa

k finish

penat ah.

keh goodbye.

sampai sini aje.

2009-08-22T09:42:00.000-07:00

Crazy girls

I was going through all the pictures on my lappy.

And i found this.

This is what happen when im not in my room.

Iea and Wani syiok sendiri taking picture.

My lappy some more.

Got like about 20 pictures of them sia inside this laptop.

Amek kau.

Muahahaha aha ha aaa

2009-08-22T08:51:00.000-07:00

Ramadan.

Hey peeps!

Today is the first day of Ramadan.

FASTING!

HAHA.

I don't really feel hungry for the entire day even though mum overslept and didn't wake us up to eat sahur.

I find fasting on weekend to be super easy

But for weekdays, its kinda hard.

Because in school you're using alot of energy and people are eating all around you.

And the worse part is going home.

The weather can sometimes be really cruel.

You'll be perspiring and your throat will start to dry out

Squeezing into the bus.

Standing and and getting cramped.

And once you reached home.

You will have this temptation to open the refrigerator

.And wanting to drink the nice ice cold water.

GULP GULP GULP.

hehehehe

And for the first day of PUASA.

My family and i broke our fast at a seafood restaurant with my aunts,

uncle, grandmother, grandfather and cousins.

Syiok man!

The food was super NICE...

But i think i got a little too greedy, i ate everything.

The satay. The sambal fish, The hotplate bean curd, the sotong cereal, the black pepper beef, the fried chicken wings and the dried chilly chicken

.And 15 minute later i felt like shit.

You know, the kind of feeling when you had to much to eat.

Yeah that stupid feeling.

And my relatives were alot dudes.

I thought it would be like only one family.

Then when i arrived there were 5 family sitting and waiting there.

We almost conquered the whole restaurant.

LOL.

After all those food, we all when home.

Cant wait for the second day of puase.

Tomorrow breaking fast at Aunt's house.

Eating with Mum's side pulak.

Can meet Za tomorrow.

YAY.

2009-08-22T08:47:00.000-07:00

I tried but failed.

I don't know what makes you so special.

Every time this happens.

I cant ignore you.

I cant hate you.

You're back again, even after all those thing I've said.And i cant say no.

Especially when you're going through some tough times.

I want to be there.

I want to help you

But you keep on saying you don't need my help.

I know you do.
Maybe after this.I can move on?

I can go on with my life without thinking of you?

Without you popping out of nowhere?

2009-08-21T03:21:00.000-07:00

For you.

Keh?

2009-08-20T06:27:00.000-07:00

Goodbye

I dont know why you are still trying.
Its over already.

We're moving on and its gonna be okay.
Stop wasting your time.

We both know it can never work.

You love her.

So stop calling me. Stop wanting to know what i've been up to. Stop caring. Stop thinking of me.

Im not gonna pick up your calls anymore.

I've move on and you should do the same thing.

I wish you the best.

I'll be fine.

My friends kept telling me there's something wrong between us.

2009-08-19T08:21:00.000-07:00

I love my life.

Great friends.

Great parents

Great sisters.

Tomorrow watching Movie with Iea & Ifah

Orphan.

YAY

Tak sabar man.

Oh yeah yesterday we lepak at lounge.

With Ifah, Rafi, Istifar,Wan,Shafiq and Azri.

Gerek larh!

Watch jangan pandang belakang congkak dvd.

Then after that go eat at doreme.

Sedap!

After that when back to lounge watch Ice Age 3

Then at 9 plus we all went back home.

Super fun larh.

i want lepak again.

The guys were super funny and fun!

I love my classmate

2009-08-19T07:34:00.000-07:00

Drama

I find it really stupid. Like super stupid.

You throw tantrums.

Mood like @#*(!$&*

Don't want to talk.

Act super weird.

Keep yourself away from us.

Go home then salam macam terpakse.

Treat us like some enemy/outsider.

And the reason behind this is that you are tired?

OKAYYY

Tired? what you do sia? Work? Study? Clean the house?

Eh come on larh.

I work for three days straight morning till night, reached home at 11pm and the next day when home at 8pm after school that day Because of art.

Do i treat you or the others like how you did?

If you're are tired, i UNDERSTAND.

But do we really deserve this STUPID SMACK FACING ATITUDE?

It hurts okay? Sometime you are like this but we are use to it. But now its like 2x irritating.

We are tired. Lazy. To entertain your mood swings.

And does Tired equals to treating your friends like shit?

I don't think so.

And, after school you go home straight. At school you sleep.

Tak kan sampai sekarang still tired?

Tak kan belum cukup tido and rest lagi?

And the great thing is, even though you are doing all this unreasonable things.

We act as if everything is OKAY even if its not.

You came up to me and salam me. Then look at the others and jeling then walked off. They still didn't approach you, telling you off about your attitude.

Eh, You have greatgreat friends but you dont appreciate us.

Andandandand.

The funny thing is, you expect us to treat you like before.

Saying that you want us to be how it was.

Expecting us to come to you.

Telling people how sad you are.

Isn't it suppose to be the other way round?

Why are you sad?

You did this.

You wanted this

You started this.

NOT us.

All this time kite diam kan aje.

Sekarang pijak kepale.

Everything has its limitations.

And now all we can say is;

You do your own things, we do our own things

2009-08-16T06:46:00.000-07:00

Where got ghost?

Funny shit sial!

Hilarious!

FunnyFunnyFunnyFunnyFunny.

Should go watch.

Its in Chinese but got English sub.

SuperSuperSuperFgood dudes.

But the ghost in the house abit Bull.

But overall still NICE larh.

Watched movie at plazaSing with Ifah, Aziz, Wan and Rafi.

And there was this one time when Aziz was impatient.

He literally shouted. "Faster larh start!"

Then everybody started to look for the bastard that was shouting like mad.

Then i whispered to Ifah. "Ask him to shut up"

Because i notice we were only the five people that were malays.

And surronding us were all chinese people.

And i was like, you want them to bash us issit?

Haha

After our movie we wanted to eat ice cream so proceeded to Swensens.

Sedapppp~

YumYumYum.

Then the guys wanted to smoke.

And the funny thing was nobody had a lighter.

I had to approch this group of guys and ask them for lighter. There were about 8 of them.

I started walking towards them. Then act cool ah. Step just want to walk pass them. And when i reached already i suddenly make a dramatic stop and ask;

Isniah: Erm, eh guys. Got lighter?

Guy1(not cute): Ade! *looked at his friend*

Guy2(cute): Wait eh. ahhh. nah! sry use left hand.

I light the cigerrette but had some problems then all of them stared staring.

In my mind i was like "stop staring larh. cb. nb."

Isniah: Thank you. *smile,Give the lighter to the non cute guy*

*walked away*

Guy1&Guy2: Your welcome!

haha

Thank god there werent some stupid matreps.

The cute guy was holding a D5000. Baek ke pe?

Today boring sia.

Never go out ):

Awi wanted to go out but then i very lazy to go out.

So i've been spending all day watching tv.

1month already never watch tv.

Today was our alone bonding time (:

Gerek!

Izzan is out with his friends drinking.

Hmph

Kau balek lambat.

Aku sepak muke kau.

p/s: i think its time for me to let go.

2009-08-14T04:41:00.000-07:00

PISSED OFF.

Both of you the same larh.

Paitaw

Thank you veryvery much.

Annoying siol.

Stop promising me stupid promises.

Sicked of it.

Its the simple thing you do that hurt my feelings.

This cant work no more.

I dont know whats the problem or the deal is.

But you know exactly what to say to make me feel better.

Tomorrow.

Lets see if your words are true.

p/s: syiok sendiri, yeah you!

2009-08-13T05:40:00.000-07:00

Never pay attention to the rumors and what they assume.

Until them annoying girls prove it.

Stupidgirls

I hate those types of girls. Got nothing better to do. Cant keep their stupid mouth shut.

stupid

BUSY/TIRED.

Okay these past few day have been very very very exhausting.

Been working for 3 straight days.

Sat Sun Mon

Didnt get to enjoy an celebrate national day :(

Didnt get to spend the 9th with Ifah and Iea.

Didnt get to see fireworks.

But im not working anymore.

Maybe working life isnt really my thang. On the first day i got a high fever.

And the second

And the third day

Bad luck right?

HAHA.

But working at centerpoint was kinda fun.

Especailly on the last day.

Go to work at 9am reach home around 11pm

As you can see no time for anything much really.

Didnt do homework. Didnt even touch it larh.

Didnt do Art even though was suppose to hand in on Tuesday

So in conclusion.

Got alot of money now.

Dont have enough of sleep;always fall asleep at school.

Art N level Mrs Chan said now she dont gurantee i can get A1 :)

Somemore. Izzan cannot understand that im really tired.

He thinks that i dont want to see him anymore -_-

Im tired larh dey~

Sat Sun Mon - Working

Tue - The touch up day for Art. Reached home at 7pluspm.

Wed -Went home. Bathe . Go meet Izzan

Thurs - (Today) Go home after school. Sleep! I just woke up. and i woke up at 9pm and decided to blog.

And for tomorrow, not going school :)

picture;

Freezing sak.

Balloons almost gone.

Our booth. The lucky draw end liao. Packing and slacking.

p/s: Your that type of guy my daddy won’t let me go out with

2009-08-07T08:37:00.000-07:00

IEA

I love my best friend soso much.

Sometime you do drive me crazy.

But i cant see myself living without you there with me.

And i am very very worried.

I don't want anything bad to happen to you.

I swear i felt like killing that person just now.

I hope you're Okay.

FCUK you larh.

I never thought you were capable of doing something horrible like that.

NEVER.

But you proved me wrong.

Congratulation, you've just made me despise you.

I will still hate you even though Iea is Okay with you.

p/s: I actually cried hearing what you had to say just now.

2009-08-06T07:09:00.000-07:00

New Friend.

Hey, been lazy to update blog recently.
Dont know why though.
Met Izzan last Monday.

HAHA.

Went to Far East Plaza.

He bought some shirts and stuff there.

Then we walk at town for awhile, he decided to see some guy skate.

So we lepak at Youth Park.

I didnt know that he skate. He definately doesnt look like he knows how to skate.

But mostly the conversation about skate thingy he talked about was not understood by me.

So in conclusion he do knows quite a lot about skate.

BUT BUT BUT.

He said he's still improving. Not that good yet.

And you know what?

He ask me to learn how to skate.

HAHA.

Are you kidding me?

ME?

Nur Isniah Ismail skate?

HAHAHAH. yeahyeah.

But i enjoyed going out with him.

(Random picture)

Izzan;

Funny

Cool

Aint like any plain old guy

Definately not boring

Entertaining

Fun

Super sweet!

More new friend please!

And today met Awi.

but

Awhile only, he need to meet his friend at Marsiling.

Hmph.

Whatever larh.

Dont mind at all.

And wont be able to available until next week.

Sat Sun Mon working.

Sorry Iea Sorry Ifah

Busy ah.

Next week free :D

p/s: penat la layan kau.

p/s/s: I want go see movie with you larh!

2009-08-02T05:39:00.000-07:00

SO CUTE!

Anak sedare Awi.

Nadzira.

Cute right?

p/s: I know this wont last.

(And jagan nak jadi copy cat boley tak? irritating sak)

2009-08-02T05:14:00.000-07:00

Marina.

(wanted to watch the fireworks)

Waiting for the starkarat(Aziz)

Nie funny. See the faces. hahahaha

Cute sey Rafi

Shopping( AhemAhem)

Was a fun day.

And im really really sorry. Didnt get to see the fireworks.

And its all my fault.

Should have ask you all to go first. I should have been looking for her by myself.

Got angry then worried.

Came back looking for her like crazy. Even waited at the toilet hoping she's in there and in the end it cost you guys to miss the fireworks.

Sorry.

I know both of you wanted to see the fireworks badly.

Again im so os sorry.

Oral

2009-07-28T07:40:00.000-07:00

School suck.

N level mother tongue Oral was easy.

But i blew it off.

I dont really care anymore.

I want to get this shit over with.

And after the Oral i kinda feel good because no more of that stuff anymore

Reached home at 7.30pm

Really tired.

Talked to him for awhile on the phone.

Then Rafi called and i ask him to come over. Talked to Rafi for awhile then he went off to Jurong Point. Meeting Shazwan there.

And now im blogging. Dont know why though, i still have to do my Math:Paper2, Art: Colour Exploration, Artist statement, and Malay: Karangan, kefahaman, Surat Kiriman.

WALAO. So much thing to do.

And you know what?

Im not gonna to it (:

p/s: i love you? Kiss my ASS la. nb

2009-07-27T07:18:00.000-07:00

I really shouldn't miss you, but I can't let you go.

You can never be mine, well you can never be mine alone.

Sometimes it feels like shit knowing there's somebodyelse.

I know i'll never be first.

You're everything i need and more.

If i give you my love, what will you give in return?

wan

2009-07-26T07:36:00.000-07:00

He is just a friend, you see.

He knows I lie but he still trust me.

I thought we had something.

But that feeling is not there anymore.

I dont want to hurt you.

So i think its better this way.

It will be weird if we're hanging out someday with the others.

But im sure that feeling will past.

Just like how it does with N.

You're really a nice guy but there's someone else.

If only you would make the first move.

But you didnt.

You see, I've found somebody else. And i really like him.

Im tired of waiting even though i know there's nothing to it.

So. I hope you wont hate me.

Sorry.

2009-07-25T03:57:00.000-07:00

Meet my new friend! (:

2009-07-17T04:36:00.000-07:00

Fiq&Olive

Okay. Yesterday Ifah, Aziz, Rafi and me had our dinner at Fiq&Olive.

Rafi treat us to a nice expensive dinner. woohoo~

We had free drinks because Rafi's manager was kind enough. And ape lagi? All of us ordered the most expensive drink on the menu luh! HAHA.

And at Rafi's work place have this really cute guy. REALLY cute guy. HAHA.

Rafi was like "One Fiq surprise and one Isniah." Walao nb sail Rafi. haha.

The food was really nice. And by the time we finish our food, we were the only customer there. It was about 10pm already and half of Jurong Point was already about to close.

Decided to walk home since all of was freaking full. And we wanted to exercise abit. HAHA.

Rafi lead the way and you know what? He walked the long way. It took us 30 minute to reached when it was suppose to be a 15 minute walk.

But its okay. Had fun.

And yeah, thanks for the T-shirt fie. Appreciate it a lot.

p/s: Kesian die, suspected of H1N1.

2009-07-17T04:06:00.000-07:00

Pizza Hut again

Last two day ago we had our dinner at Pizza Hut. This time i went with Iea and Wani. We were reading the newspaper and saw this pizza hut advertisement and i was like "Lets go eat pizza hut!"

After school we were still thinking of where to go. Wani wanted to Lot1 but there two problems. 1st- What if i saw that stupid guy? He loves hanging around there what. And he is the last person i want to see.

2nd-It was super close to Wani's house which was totally unfair. HAHA

So in the end we went to Jurong Point.

The cheeser lover pizza was nice. The hawaiian pizza was not bad. The spicy drumsticks was delicious. And the dessert was AWSOME MAN! The hot chocolate melted cake with the nice vanilla ice cream. It was like heaven. AAAAHHHH....

Walked around JP for awhile. Then went home. Iea wanted to meet Syahin.

p/s: please have some originality girl. You're such a copy cat.

2009-07-13T04:13:00.000-07:00

Pizzahut.

After school we went to Jurong Point to have lunch and decided to eat at Pizzahut. We didnt really have the mood anymore since our plan to SOBO su failed. The only way to bring our moods back up again was with food. So thats how we end up eating. LOL.

And yeah Ifah belanje us (:

Next time its our turn okay?

HEHE.

p/s: sorry. i dont like you that way.

2009-07-12T07:51:00.000-07:00

Stupid conversation

:] says:
And like I said, why the FUCK would I wanna talk to a fucking asshole.
iszy - oh, whatever says:
ahaha. seriously your words can never be hurtful.
:] says:
I don't give a fuck
iszy - oh, whatever says:
WHO CARES if you do
:] says:
MY GIRLFRIEND. MY FAMILY. MY FRIENDS. MY BESTFRIENDS.
NOT my EX.
You're getting on my nerves you know not? huh asshole?
iszy - oh, whatever says:
whatever
:] says:
whatever?
If whatever then why do you still try to irritate me?!
iszy - oh, whatever says:
im not even trying.
:] says:
Then what thefuck is up with your pm?
tak jawab pe?
Bodoh sangat eh?
iszy - oh, whatever says:
what's wrong with my pm?
can't handle the truth?
:] says:
Truth?!
If I'm not over the issue then why the fuck do I have a girlfriend now?
Why the fuck do I love my girlfriend soso much?
I think you're the one who's jealous now
iszy - oh, whatever says:
if you're not over the issue, you wouldn't even be talking to me right now. plus, having a girlfriend have nothing to do with this issue. and just so you know, why would i be jealous of a name-calling prick like you?
:] says:
I'm talking to you right now cause I'm TRYING to resolve things.
But I guess that's not working.
And having a girlfriend means I'm in love with her.
Why the fuck would I still not get over the issue?
And if you're not jealouse then why do you keep irritating me?
iszy - oh, whatever says:
You're not talking to me to resolve things. You call your never ending name-calling antics talking? I hope you have your last dignity as a man to actually talk things out with me MATURELY. And by maturely, i mean, none of your name-calling and anger venting in any way. I shall rest my case and say that you are fully over the issue then. Since your ego is monstrous.
satisfied?
:] says:
you don't know me.
I don't even know why I was with you.
Everything you say is so, irritating.
My name-calling is just the way I am.
If I call you names, that means you're my friend.
I give peeple who are my friends names.
You just don't know me.
And the post,
thank you.
iszy - oh, whatever says:
giving people names and CALLING PEOPLE NAMES are two different matters.
that's totally idiot proof for your info.
and please, this has nothing to do with me knowing anything about you.
since you said eveything i say is irritating, why do you even bother about me?
And its abit too late saying thank you. You already made me hate you today. I feel stupid posting that post on my blog.
:] says:
kay whatever.
If you feel stupid for posting it, why post it in the first place?

hwee.chang@live.com was added to the conversation. Handwriting is supported only with people on your contact list.

iszy - oh, whatever says:
because i felt guilty. i know i was wrong. and you didnt deserve it. but now you've just ruined it.
:] says:
How did I ruin it?
iszy - oh, whatever says:
you seriously dont know?
wtf
:] says:
No, I don't.
Yours truly, Hwee Chang. says:
HAHAHAH. ISNIAH HUH. chill man. well, as simple as that, what problem do you have against Zul? you still feel for him right. if not why are you making a big fuss out of it?

Yours truly, Hwee Chang. just sent you a nudge.

You still dont know how you've ruined it?

OMG. really? seriously?

And i thought you were smart.

Cant you see?

And whats up with your friend?

Im not trying to be rude but.

She doesnt know anything and yet she's asking why im making a big fuss out of it?

Well im not. And i am OVER you.

Sorry i didnt reply. I just have nothing else to say. And i am freaking tired of this.

p/s: i didnt know you read my blog.

p/s: sorry that i thought you were a guy. LOL

2009-07-10T07:10:00.000-07:00

Stupid Zul.

Maybe if you didnt call me a fucker.
I wouldnt have gotten angry and said you have a fuck up attitude.
I dont know why you keep on being so freaking rude everytime we chat.
Issit just me or you've changed into some rude fuck up bastard?

Im not angry that you got yourself a girlfriend.
Im happy for you.
You deserve to have somebody who love you.
She's pretty and im glad you've found that somebody.
I know it didnt end up well between us but if you're still angry at me or something then just dont approach me in MSN.
Thats the best way for me not to hate you more.

Cute.
kental (made me like you even more)
Funny.
Cool.
yourhair.
smart.
talented.

Just dont spoil it for me.

and im
Sorry.
for everything

2009-07-10T06:18:00.000-07:00

admiralty.

Went out with Bie today.
Go follow her meet nabilah.

So met her at lydia's house.

It was kinda cool, hanging out at her house, chilling and all.

And Amelia was there too.

All of them knows how to have fun, haha.

Then me and Bie started to fell hungry, so went out to buy some food.

At six, we go lepak awhile at the void deck.

Played some poker.

And i dont know why you have to lie to me?

Am i not your friend?

Wouldnt i understand?

Am i really that unreasonable?

Do you really feel that you cant be honest with me?

I've got nothing else to say.

BYE.

nak jumpe wan. hehe

2009-07-09T03:13:00.000-07:00

MY BOYFRIEND IS SOOO CUTE!♥♥

*winks*

2009-07-08T05:44:00.000-07:00

MOTHER TONGUE ORAL

Oral was okay.
The question was kinda easy.
But i got some problems answering. LOL
I think i didnt do it as bad as thought i would.
And its such a big relief that 'O' Level Oral is finally over. phew!

Im having a cold.
Im feeling really uncomfortable because i cant breathe. My nose is stuck with those disgusting thing! ARGHHHH.
Having a headache too.
Maybe i am getting the virus.
HAHA.

OHH yeah btw i took out my tongue barbell because of the stupid oral la.
THENNN.. later on, i tried putting it back.
But it refuses to go in.
the hole on my tongue is closed! great!
i need to go throght the pain again. ahahahahahaaaa.
greatgreatgreatgreat.
But for the fourth time, im thinking of getting pierced in a shop rather then doing it myself.
SO
SO
SO
I dont know which shop should go.

Kay la.
MY HEAD FREAKING HURTS.
Im gonna get some rest.
B-Y-E!

p/s: Wani kene tengok tembok, HAHA

2009-07-05T02:53:00.000-07:00

Shopping Shopping!

Met iea at Vivo yesterday because she was having lunch with her family there. Vivo has the best Sale, EVERWHERE we went there'll be like a sign saying 'SALES'.

If only we were rich, i think we will be buying the whole thing in the shop or maybe we would buy the whole store. So thank god we're just average people. LOL.

After that went to Far East Plaza to buy our shoes.

We bought the same shoe btw cute rightt? LOL

Bestfriend mahh.

I bought a dress too because was desperatedly needed one.

HAHA.

Finally i own a decent dress.hehe.

Then while eating at Mc Donalds Syahin called, ask to go tiong after shopping.

He BOUGHT*winked* 2 bottles of wine.

AND AND AND

now.

im having a hangover.

SUCK sial.

This are the pictures we tooked;

Oh yeah we terjumpe Khidir on our way to Tiong.

HAHA

Waiting for they all.

Still waiting

and waiting.

Oh, this is the picture where i got a little tipsy
HAHA.

I looked so disgusting.

This is what happen when i got a little to much to drink.

...

OKAY DA HABIS.

TATA~

p/s: Wine was goooodddd.

2009-07-03T05:05:00.000-07:00

OH i just remembered i didnt blog about the day i went out with Iea and AZAMMMM.

So l'll just let the pictures do the talking :D

p/s: Miss Azam all. Miss tiong bahru

2009-07-03T04:55:00.000-07:00

And yeah almost forget.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY EAN!

I hope you liked the cake we bought just now :D

2009-07-03T04:27:00.000-07:00

OI:)

Haha.

Yesterday went to the library with Iea, Mia and Wani.

Walk around at JP and finally reached J.E library at 6pm.

AND yeah before going there we bought nasi lemak because at home no food and we were freaking hungry.

We ate right outside the library and passerby kept on looking at us, we didnt really care because was enjoying the nasi lemak. There was this one time, this two JJC boys at the bustop pointed their stupid finger at us, i think there were laughing.

Maybe they were saying something like this.

"Eh! Look at the girls eating! Haha. No other better place to eat issit? Like some homeless kid sia!"

YEAH FUCK YOU BITCH.

haha

Went back home because i forgot to bring my laptop charger(sanggup sak aku!) LOL.

Reached library at 7pm

And went home at around 9pm.

So yeah that was yesterday.

. . .

Today at school very sleepy sial, this one whole week has been a busy week and i didnt get enough of sleep, but im very happy because its FRIDAYYY!!! Yay! I can finally get my full 8hours of sleep. No more headache for me.

Tomorrow going to town with Iea, we want to buy our sandles and shoes :D

Will update you all soon.

HAHHHH.

B-Y-E-E :)

. . . .

p/s: I just dont understand her and her stupid friends.

2009-06-30T04:24:00.000-07:00

HEYYYYYY :D

!
!

A day in the library with IEA!

2009-06-26T03:25:00.000-07:00

WOAH.

Micheal jackson's dead man.

He just died.

And i still cant believe it.

His only 50 and everybody was looking forward for his world tour concert.

People around the world must be crushed.

Everybody was talking so much about his concert.

His tickets were sold out.

And now there wouldnt be any concert at all.

......

R.I.P Micheal Jackson.

p/s: Zul sebok sak go buy hp same as mine but my colour nicerrrr

accident

2009-06-25T22:59:00.000-07:00

OMG. My brother fell off his bike on the road again but this time it wasnt really serious. He fell and got back up.

Keep on scaring the shit out of me sialzzvxx this dude.

His hands, fingers and knee on the left is bleeding right now.

Yeah and his bike got big scratch on in. Will cost alot $$ to repair.

And now i need to help him put on medication and its freaking disgusting la. I can literally see his pinkish flesh sia.

And yeah recently my cousin Abgmimi kena accident, he got hit my a car while riding his bike.

Hope he recovers quickly.

Okay i really need to go help my brother now. BYE :D

A day with mia

2009-06-25T05:18:00.000-07:00

A day with Mia:

Went out with mia today. I wanted to buy some new clothes so we did a little shopping at Lot1. Lot1 got sale, most of the item is not above $10 freaking cheap rightt? Then bought some accessorize and decided to eat at Pizzahut. Both of us ordered speghetti, super nice la. Hhaha. After that went to the rooftop, construction work done already. The rooftop is exactly like IMM's but smaller.

Went back to jp and we walk walk till our legs starts to give up. Hhaha.

So we lepak near Bie's block and ate some pie kia and played some poker cards.

Very tiring but i had fun with Mia, long time never go out with her already.

Here are the pictures we took;

172 bus. yeah we took a bus bcos that SOMEBODY ezlink no money already. LOL

After the first picture we took, she refuses to take more.

See, Mia trying to aviod the camera.

End up taking picture of myself -.-

Speghetti! Speghetti! Speghetti!

This was taken when we decided to go lepak and relax after the tiring day.

Played some poker, long time never play with her. LOL

So that was our day out :D

p/s: Stupid Banglas!

2009-06-22T09:07:00.000-07:00

Well, I've been tagged by mia:(

Name a friend from A-Z!

A: Azam

B: Bie

C: Cika

D: Dan

E: -

F: Farhan

G: Gary

H: Hazwani

I: Istifar

J: -

K: Khalidah

L: Lily

M: Mia

N: Nicholas

O: -

P:-

Q: -

R: Rafi

S: Safinah

T: -

U: Uni

V: Vivian

W: Wendy

X: Xiong

Y: -

Z: Zalifah

1. Can R and S be together in BGR?- (Rafi& Safinah) OMG, no :)

2. How is L related to you?- (Lily) schoolmate?

3. Does Y know Z?- (- & Zalifah) NO, Y is nobody.

4. If C betrays you, will you kill her?- (Cika) No, I I dont think so. And i dont think she'll betray :)

5. If K steals your boyfriend, what will you do?- (Khalidah) I'll kick your ass iea :)

6. If B tells you that he have a crush on you, what will you do?- (Bie) LOL! Maybe i'll think about it ;)

7. Will/did you and M get into a fight?- (Mia) Once in a while, when she get mad at me for no reason

8. Who does K have a crush on?- (Khalidah) The famous Amous guy. :)

9. If L calls you a bitch, what will you do?- (Lily) I'll just laugh it off

10. What's the relationship between you and E?- (-) no relationship

11. Who does Z like?- he ?- (Zalifah) Me. DUH. We;re lesbo ;)

12. Who is I's best friend?- (Istifar) Mas. I think

13. What colour does Y like?- (-) the colour of rainbow?

14. Where does F live?- (Farhan) Haha thats easy, Jurong West:)

15. Did you and C have a fight before?- (Cika) Nah, :D

16. Who is H's best friend?- (Hazwani) Helmy! haha!

17. What can you say about J?- (-) no comment

19. Tag 10 people to do this quiz:
I dont want to tag anybody:(

This quiz suck :D

2009-06-22T08:24:00.000-07:00

Tittle: DRAG ME TO HELL

One word. 'SUCK'

Like seriously.

suck

when out and see a movie with Syahin, Iea , Wan and Nizam at Jurong Point.

Then we lepak at tb.

Syahin got his new notebook and like was showing off sia.

He even tried to open up the box in the MRT.

diao.

Then at tb he was with his notebook till i dont know forever even when me and iea was about to leave.

He called it his GIRLFRIEND(behbehh).

see it told you.

Two hour later.

Walao this guy ah really man.

HAHA.

SHOW OFF.

HAHA.

p/s: i really do like your new hair.

movie

2009-06-21T04:37:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to catch a late night movie with za and xiong.

Its been forever since i saw za.

miss her so much la.

we watch ghost of girlfriend's past, super nice movie.

Stupid movie made me cried three times. Haha!

For those people who haven got the chance to see it, go and watch. its really funny, romantic and at the same tiime touching.

I'll rate it 10/10 :D

2009-06-21T04:15:00.000-07:00

Happy 17th birthday za!

p/s: imy

i love my phone

2009-06-20T08:55:00.000-07:00

Iea always says that i'm lucky because i get everything that i want and i have the greatest family but i usually laugh it off. But now i truly believe that i do have the greatest family, my parents are super understanding, my sisters can relate to me and for my brother. He knows how to have fun with me. And i really do get everything i want, well except for the pony that i wanted when i was six. Haha. Money, freedom, love i do get it from them. Sometime i kinda feel sucky because of the huge age gap between me and my sisters. i cant experience stuff with my sisters, like clubbing, meeting boys, share dirty secrets or hang out with thier friends. But you know what? there are some advantages though. i can have their clothes when they dont fit in anymore, learn how to use make-up, know where to get the cheapest and nicest things or getting not tied up in the mess they've been throught. And most of all they give me the greatest advice ever.

Dad recently bought me a laptop.

thats the lappy my dad bought for me.

And just now he bought me phone.

Yeah he bought me KP500 free touch which i didnt ask for it at all.

And mum recently open up my bank account and deposite in $1,500.

I really dont know what i did to deserve all this stuff.
But im truly truly greatfull.
I LOVE MY LIFE, MY FAMLY and i wouldnt want to change it for anything.

p/s: thanks for everything.

2009-06-02T04:06:00.000-07:00

I MISS nizam

I MISS azam

I MISS nick

I MISS shayin

I MISS iea

I MISS tb

I want to lepak :(

This thursday no structured program.

Maybe going to tb

YAY!

And and and iea says got new member, cant wait to meet that person. LOL

Oh yeah. Just now i DIY tongue pierce.

And it was freaking painful .

For the first 15 minute blood kept on oozing out.

and i was freaking out,maybe i pierced one of my vain?

HAHA.

keep on scaring myself. silly me

oh before i forget i want to wish mia,nizam and azam a advance birthday because i dont think i'll be updating tomorrow.

So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUYS!!!!!!!

P/S: Wani go to school with helmi sehh. woohooo~

birthdays

2009-05-20T17:05:00.000-07:00

This coming June there's a lot of birthdays coming up.

Mia

Azam

Nizam

Akid

Zalifah

HAHA.

Really really need the money.

money money money.

Im currently saving up on rafi's birthday, thought of buying him a cap since his old cap doesnt fit anymore.LOL

I really like the F.A. Dashenka Prochazka hat from Volcom

Materials:
100% wool
Fit:
Fitted
Details:
art by Dashenka Prochazka
3D front

Nice rightt?

right?

well i think its nice.

I hope there's stock for the F.A. Dashenka Prochazka here.

Rafi's birthday is on this coming Monday.

So, this Saturday will be going out to town with Ifah to buy the present.

And i think i'll be looking out for present for the June people too.

HAHA

Should be going to City Link, Plaza Singapura and Orchard or Pacific plaza and maybe to Heeren.

YAY cant wait.

RESULT

2009-05-20T06:34:00.000-07:00

Want to know my result for Mid-Year?
Kay here it is;

combine science 44/100
chemistry:22/50
physic:22/100

conbine huminities 42/100
social studies:25/50
geography:17/50

Mother tongue(cant remember)

English(shit cant remember)

C&T(art): dont know yet.

p/s: will update on my results. i really cant remember. lol

2009-05-19T06:09:00.000-07:00

REALLY PISSED OFF WITH THAT CLASSMATE OF

MINE.

THANKS FOR RUINING MY DAY.

THANKS.

2009-03-17T03:06:00.000-07:00

SORRY FOR NOT BLOGGING for so long.
HAHA
.

Last saturday went to watch my cousin(zulhelmi) sing on the "70an gerek" show. we reached mediacorp at 6.30 and finally got in around 7.30.
i expected it to be bigger because it was really small.
haha.

For the first 10 minute we were asked to laugh, clap and cheer randomly while they record us.
it was SUPERRR weird because we had to act happy and all excited even though the show hadnt even started.
The whole time was like so fake!

It was fun in the end, got to see fazurah.
She's soooo pretty

The recording ended at 11pm thanks to all the NGs.

AND

The show will be on tv today.

AHHHH!

Hope my face wont appear because there were some moments that i didnt realise the camera was directly recording on my face and i was dreaming BLANKLY ON EMPTY SPACE. ~ woohoo~
(p/s: when im dreaming i usually look like im super pissed)

I thought it couldnt get any worst but it did, they were recording us when people all around me were cheering and clapping. And i was the only person in the middle of the crowd looking pissed with my arm crossed. WOAH GREAT RIGHT?

Bodoh sak Isniah.

When i realise what had happened i turn and said;

me: "OI! Asal tak bilang dorang ngah record sak! Is ngah termenung seh.."

sis: "Sorry ah, aku ngah step jambu.."
-.-
THANKS AH SIS!

HERE ARE SOME PICTURES I TOOK;

Oh yeah, my cousin won!

YAY!

p/s: broke up with zul today

p/s: cant wait for tomorrow, SENTOSA! ~woohoo~

bored.

2009-01-27T00:35:00.000-08:00

Holiday has ended!
Why cant CNY be like 1 week or something.
lol.
I dont want to go to school tomorrow!
The good thing about CNY is we get holidays, the bad thing about CNY is all the shops will be close. The streets will suddenly be like some deserted place.
Even the shopping malls are closed.
What am i suppose to do on the 2 days of holiday?
sleep at home?
lol

Not doing anything much.
I'm super super bored :(

Took some pictures since I'm soooo bored.

Here it is!
(sorry guys, you had to see my retarded face and posings. lol!)

What a slutty face i have there.
HAHA!

*peace*
(trying to act cooool)

This is the end of my photo section time,
There's more but I'm super lazy to post more :p
LOL.

oh yeah before i forget.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Azfar!

!
!
!

shisha

2009-01-25T09:34:00.000-08:00

Went shisha yesterday.
With Iea,Su,Dayah,Za,Xiong,Syahin,Azam,Nizam and Nick.
We met Syahin,Azam,Nizam and Nick there.
So, before we went Arab street. We walk walk around bugis for awhile because Syahin said the shisha thing only starts at 7pm onwards. Which was not true.
We went to arab street at around 6pm i think.
And there was this lorong and we can see people shisha-ing and all.
LOL.

We settle down and start ordering the drinks.
And and and.
We choose bubble gum flovour which was not bad.
but i think i wont want to go to shisha again, i find smoking 2 times better.
After everybody was there and had enough of the shisha.
Syahin decided to buy some liqiour and beers.
We chilled at parkview until 11 plus.

Was super late already so we went home with taxi.
And
i almost puke in the taxi but for godness sake i didnt.
but as soon as i got out of the taxi, i run towards the longkang and everything came out.
LOL, i know, grost shit!
BUT
it felt sooooooooo much better.

So in the end went to bed with an empty stomach and a dizzy head.

here are some of the pictures yaw;

muke. relax uhs

i like this picture

This was the ugliest picture